I dont feel like doing anything .
Friday, September 30, 2011
2.46 am right now . i like so long time didnt cry and today i cry for twice . chating with the friends just now . was about to plan the birthday celebration for Biao Mei . i always think like , how if one time i just wait and see izzit will have people stand out and plan for the birthday girl / boy . end up i am the one who do this over and over again . its been 2 years i did this for them and this year is the 3rd years . i am not complaining or what . i am proud i can do something for you all my friends . just sometimes i really need helps . is being just so stress to become a planner do you guys know? decide where to go . have to count how many ppl will be going . and arrange transpot as well . well , sometimes i cannot call all of them to attend together just because of some reason at last everyone put blame on me . so i guess , i am not doing this kind of thgs again . i should be just cool with everything. well , i am totally fed up of my so called life and ofcoz a lil bit dissapointed of it .
-Joanne-
