Lifeless ar lifeless
Friday, September 14, 2012
I could not believe i am actually staying inside my room for more than 24 hours .. should be 27 hours now . somehow , i found out i am enjoying -.- i dont know why , i feel like i am chged and changing myself . I used to scare the feeling of being alone due to some cases i go thru before . but now , i am completely chged . i enjoying by staying my room alone . I seriously knew that my family will be worrying me , i think is about months ago i nv go out to have dinner with them , just because i dont feel like eating . and yet ytrd daddy ask me to go down to eat i rejected and he end up took some meal for me and get in inside my room request me to eat . i finished it all . and i realize again when my mum wanna get in my room , she knocked the door , became so polite to me ? i just not used to it .... my heart is completely hurt . but then i knew i am the one who hurt them alot . sorry dad , sorry mum , sorry jie ! i didnt know why i turn up like this ..... just i feel i lost myself AGAIN =(
